“I don’t understand”—withstand it—

“I don’t understand”—withstand it—
“I can’t stand”—I won’t stand for it;
know: what you don’t trust
you break into pieces—
you have worlds of words before you,
yet you single out the ambiguous
and make a farce so false
when you want what you can’t have
(yet) but won’t admit it—
to you it’s all the same—
he cries and never lies—
this game of love-lives
with losses on all sides,
and heaven above-thrives—